it is over....

my sweet time is over...
he suddenly said..
" i still cant forget her"
but do he know that i still cant forget him?
haiz...
this few day.. i only keep on busy study..
busy eating... busy doing things...
jus to avoid of thinking him...
wo zhen de hui gei ta pi fung..
i'm really stupid...
really stupid...
stupid to like a person like him...
i've been scolding myself..
crying like hell..
but i still can't forget him...
he's still in my mind..
i jus wanna have a good life and pass my spm..
is that hard, bao bei??
i jus wan that... as long as u can give me that..
u lie to me... wo ye xin gan ching yuen...
but.... haiz.... u even lie to me also cannot...
what should i do??
if u wan me forget u... its really a hard task...
i cant do it...
i <3 u...

wow.... shock me...

he really shock me when he suddenly say...
ya i like you... OMG... i'm really so damn happy...actually i was saying that
i will never got a chance to be with the one i love..
then he say "you're wrong"
i was so blur and stupid..and asked.. what thing wrong?
then he say..you wrong..
hmm... i actually don know what is he talking about..
then i asked him.. u like me izit??
then he say yup..
then i purposely asked him stupidly.. what thing yup..
then he say ya la.. aiya.. ppl will paiseh one ma..
i still doubting weather is he really like me..
i dint accept him..
cause i was thinking that mayb he like me jus because he don wan me sad..
i don wan he pity me baru like me one..
but he really treat me very very sweet..
haiz..... kind of confusing and blur..
suddenly... aiks...
<3

BBQ party

the starting^^


on the 14th of march(sunday)
me, jasmine, daphne plan a birthday party for ivon.. hehe.. XDXD
on that day... at first should be jas come first... but she suddenly say cannot..
so change to dap ki..
dap say she will come at 8am..
so i wake up at 7.40.. but...
i wait and wait.. i wait until 10 oclock..
she still haven come..
so i went out to buy the stuff myself..
when i was at the supermarket... she called me and says.. she is in front of my house already...so i got to run home... caring things.. arghh..
and the hot weather kills me...
nvm.. when i reach home.. i got to start to bake my cake before its too late...
so i busy with my things alone.
that dap don know come for what... ish ish...
then.. i don till jasmine come.. then.. when jasmine come..
jas help me with doing the cake and chicken..
then.. last minute.. our cake failed...
haiz.. feel like crying at that time.. my cake failed..
haiz... then i msg fly.. i told him that i was sad.. cause my cake failed..
then he suddenly say he wanna come.. to cheer me up..
i tot he was joking..
but ended up.. he really came
im so touch.. but he come actually is only as a friend...
he came just to help me wash plate and pay money to me..
i really don know what to say bout it..
im really touched..
but... he do this is cause he treat me as a friend...
not because he like me..
ish ish ish...
the whole nite my friend were like disturbing me and himm...
he not angry also..ish ish....




this is me and ivon de picture..the other don wan take..



XDXD.. we were enjoying singing songs that time... he is being so lonely there... =) i miss this...




me and him de only picture LOL.. i don wan to take... paiseh.. XDXD




this is the suprises.. we made for ivon.. too bad morven leave early.. cause he have family dinner... SO SAD... XDXD.. but ivon and him is happy that day.. i'm glad...

oopS... SPM result out today!!

today all of the ex form 5 student come to school to take SPM result...
honestly..
its quite scary that next year its gonna be our turn to take result..
time passes so damn fast..
im so scare now...
swt..
i wan to cry already..
i really cannot imagine my day of taking result..
i'll be screaming and chit chatting with all of my old friends..
oh.. have i been thinking so far??
SPM haven sit yet..
talking bout taking result???
XD...
jus now just finish playing badminton only..
kinda tired already..
whole day being at school..
reach home go play badminton..
play until 9 then go eat..
then...
now.. jus reach home..
hahahahhahha... SCARY DAY>>>

am i stupid or idoit??

i was crying and crying non stop today...
what i was thinking was... stupid stupid stupid..
why i cry over a guy that is seems to be chasing me???
argh...why am i crying over it when it should be happy thing??
a guy that i like seems like like me too..
why are u sad??? stupid!! who doesnt know that u like him??
haiz... i was crying in front of my friend today..
i shouldnt make them worry bout me.. since it was nothing...
idoit...but i jus cant control myself.. especially when i got ppl to hug.. i really can cry one..stupid girl...
today is really a bad day for me..
i got 53% for my maths... MATHSSSSSS i got so low..
this is really my first time since i was in primary 5..
idoit man..i do so many careless mistake...
i really never expect my result could be so bad..
i did study.. i really did... ish..
bad day bad day...

I'm back....XD

hey guys.. im back here again...
missing me?? hehe... i was having a new life..
thats why my blog is name new rainbow..
another rainbow another day...
after my big problems is finally over( i guess)
here come my big big big problem..
lol...
SPM>>> spm life is kinda of tiring...
life getting harder and including studies too..
but i learn to become more mature and thinking is starting to get differently..
thats life i think..
i wasnt last time jenny that u knew..
im jenny chew... hey.. isnt it sound the same..
lol... XD.. yes.. it is.. but..
her attitude change...
mind change..
cause her life change...

thanks for viewing.. will continue to update myself with u...