my new year

its been ages i did not update myself here :)
sweetie.. don get mad ya :P u know im busy right?
so.. i will update myself with my result first :)
i got 5A 3B 1C
A - maths, add math, ekonomi, physic, english
B+ - bm and moral
B - sejarah
C chemistry
:) chemistry isnt my favourite at all..
hahaha.. i've decided to go for form 6.
but im not sure what subject should i take yet.
hmmm its either physic or ekonomi.
im choosing between it :)
tell me what should i've choose. :P
i wanna be a teacher :) but i know its not that easy right? :)

next.. its about my love story :P
hahahaha.. do i have any?
im waiting for the right one anyone :)
i know i can find a good one..
what i want is the right one.
not the first one to hurt me
but the first and the last person i will love :)
as what they've said
love cant rush my dear :)
hehez.. thanks to my sweetie..
hahahaha...
kay la. will update to u soon :)

my new year

happy valentine's day :)

Its been a time I did not update my blog.
Many things happen this few months.
First of all.
I would like to say, happy chinese new year to my friend and also happy valentine's day..
And of cause my beloved sweetie.
Including my family <3
My sister got engaged already
Until now, I still don know what is her reason of getting engagement.
>< work work work..
That is my life after I finish spm.
Not really happy with my working life.
Cause my happiness all lost.
Happiness of joking with friends. S
tudying together.its really a joy for me.
I really wanna go back to this life as soon as I can.
Im not joking. I hate working life.
Mayb I do not suit the feeling of selling cloth.
Well, that’s the worst job I don wan to have it.
But who understand how I feel? No one.
Only me myself and i. my best friend at ns.
I got no one to talk to at all. Hmmm….
Who can tell me that you can be the best listener?
I just want a friend or a soulmate to listen to me talking.
Haiz.
I just cant find one.
you so over this time..
what do you mean by blocking me from your fb?
i mean what the F*CK you wan from me..
i am the one who should treat you like this
but instead of me doing that..
u doing it first. its like~ oh god..
what did i done wrongly? :(
The time passed fast.anyway. its will be a longer time for me to update my blog already.
So take care

what a toture :(

i quarrel with him the other day :(

talking about her girlfriend..

ya.. he got a girlfriend already..

and that girl wasnt his ex ><

i dont know who is that...

he always says that he remember those promises he made with me..

but he never make it :(

i just wanna ask u a question..

do you love me before? ><

i did, i love you with my whole heart but u hurt it..

today my supervisor was deeply hurt by her ex..

i hate that guy so much..

i kinda pity her..

anyway, i just hope that she will be fine one day :)

the feeling will gonna fade soon..

don worry dear :)

i dont even know where did my heart gone to.. to whom?

whom do i love now? @@

i really don know...

i cant always update myself anymore..

cause busy with working and my house no more internet ><>

all the best to my reader :)

happy new year :)

it's another year :)
and i am still single.. hahah
really don know the reason why. xD
slitty and jasmine is going to plkn :(
apart from each other about 3 months eh..
seriously gonna miss them hmmmm..
went out with them when im having an off day..
my off day were still full of things that make me cant rest at all..
haiz.. i really need a shoulder for me to lie on.. hmmm..
there are few pictures of me with them one..
we din took 3 people picture because we don wan LOL..
we don want to leave each other ba :)
have to sleep le.. hmmm i miss you and love you tata

my christmas 2010

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it was christmas eve :(
i'm working full shift that is from 9.30am to 11.30pm :(
its so tiring... nevermind.. i work with him until 7 nia..
then went to my sister shop wait her to finish work.. at 11.55pm then baru close shop..
spring was full of people and traffic.. everyone were pushing outside the spring..
suddenly i lost my sister :(
i was all alone..
i wanna cry that time..
but i control myself since its christmas night..
waiting the countdown start..
i countdown myself..
this feeling is even worse than ever! i hate this feeling..
no one sms me except steven :(
i don know where sweetie go.. haiz.. she is countdown happily with the others..
she was so busy and so do i..
was so busy with work..
din sms.. when i countdown until 1, i make a wish to god...
i wish you will be with me next time when i countdown :(
if santa really works, i really wish i could have someone now :(
then i have to make a fake smile and wish my sister and her bf merry xmas..
i was actually feel very unhappy.. haiz..
then reach home just sleep.. because was tired..
the next day wake up at 8.45am and go for work..
start work at 9.30 also.. when he reach, his body were red..
he was allergie and sick and fever..
i kinda sim tia see him like that actually..
i just don know why.. haiz.. and my leg was so pain
i called my mum since i have been not talking with her since her birthday 7th dec..
but we only talk not reach 1 minute..
haiz.. i don know what happen to her..
she make my heart break actually.. haiz..
then.. just now fly tell me that he got gf..
i don know why i am so automatically cry..
i hate it you know..
i hate you so much.. why cant u disappear in my life? :('

it's finally over! =D

i am so happy when i could say! I FINISH MY SPM ALREADY!!
its been so tiring because half study half work..
but working with someone like this make me not that tired! ><
because i got someone to make jokes with :)
but soon~ he's leaving ><
aiks.. left 11days same work with him :(
or mayb less than that..
cause i'm having off today so as him for the next day..
i don know why i care so much about him..
i hate this feeling..
it makes me feel so confusing!
why don u straight forward with me?
hahahhaha as if he really like me ><
u also one of them aiks...
never mind~ what i can do is work now :) all the best!

going off to work soon :)

i like this picture alot..
i seems like getting prettier and prettier..
hahahahahah xD vain...
going off to work so soon~
i haven finish my exam i had to work edi..
seems to be so tiring..
but what to do.. all i can is work only..
to earn more money..
i need money for my vacation and also my car license..
hahahahah... this few day still having mood swing about my sister and also about love..
haiz.. how i wish i can love by someone that much ><
i always can't find the one that love me so much..
i'm so jealous that..
when can i have those sweet time?
haiz... because of thinking of this..
it remind me of HIM..
i hate to think about HIM so much..
the way he hurt me..
i will never forget it..
this few day, his ex keep on find me..
remind me more of him..
haiz...
i avoid sms is all because of that..
make me feel like sms him..
and don wan to sms him..
its so tiring..
i want to stop thinking bout it and wan to work..
all the best to me ba~
haiz..

that day i accidentally confess to him ><
i so scare he avoid me..
but he din :(
that make me confuse so much..

mum not in kuching, but sweetie did

how i wish that person was you~ :(

i was so touch :D

:) this is so true about her

251110 :)

you care about me just too much i guess =X

what can i do?

SPM is here left 3 more days~
I can't accept that i am going to have my so important exam so soon :(
I was so tired..
all i wish was all of this end faster :(

my birthday :)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!! X)

deevapali :)

it was our deevapali first visiting by using bus..

i am who I am :)

i am who i am..

smile

smile :)
this is what i have done in my life all this while..

memorable halloween

everyone always tells me to listen to my heart,
the thing is, i dont even know what is the answer ><

hahahah.. what a memorable Halloween this year :)

hope.wishes.love

i hope i wished and i love..
i hope that i could pass my exam with flying colours..
i wishes that i can have my happiness from him.. :)
i love the way he talk to me..

prefect nights

prefect nights :)
it might be my last chance to this kind of prefect night

=/ im speechless

i'm speechless when you accuse me that i wrote my hp number and address into my fb..
who trust me that i did not? :(