it was christmas eve :(i'm working full shift that is from 9.30am to 11.30pm :(
its so tiring... nevermind.. i work with him until 7 nia..
then went to my sister shop wait her to finish work.. at 11.55pm then baru close shop..
spring was full of people and traffic.. everyone were pushing outside the spring..
suddenly i lost my sister :(
i was all alone..
i wanna cry that time..
but i control myself since its christmas night..
waiting the countdown start..
i countdown myself..
this feeling is even worse than ever! i hate this feeling..
no one sms me except steven :(
i don know where sweetie go.. haiz.. she is countdown happily with the others..
she was so busy and so do i..
was so busy with work..
din sms.. when i countdown until 1, i make a wish to god...
i wish you will be with me next time when i countdown :(
if santa really works, i really wish i could have someone now :(
then i have to make a fake smile and wish my sister and her bf merry xmas..
i was actually feel very unhappy.. haiz..
then reach home just sleep.. because was tired..
the next day wake up at 8.45am and go for work..
start work at 9.30 also.. when he reach, his body were red..
he was allergie and sick and fever..
i kinda sim tia see him like that actually..
i just don know why.. haiz.. and my leg was so pain
i called my mum since i have been not talking with her since her birthday 7th dec..
but we only talk not reach 1 minute..
haiz.. i don know what happen to her..
she make my heart break actually.. haiz..
then.. just now fly tell me that he got gf..
i don know why i am so automatically cry..
i hate it you know..
i hate you so much.. why cant u disappear in my life? :('
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