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what a lovely day...

went to batu kawa parade yesterday night~
well.. was been forced by my mummy de.. LOL..
But.. nvm.. so many leng zai for me to see.. muaahahhaha
i meet tiok my friend~
with her "bf" i really don know i should say its a guy or a girl~
she really make me confuse..
haiz..kinda dissapointed on her.. i never know she's a les..
NO.. i must be misunderstanding her already

my dad busy with the "tandu" hahahhaha
i don know what should i call that thingy~ LOL

this guy tiok shock~ hahahha.. cause my mum wanna take his picture
then my mum de friend go call that guy to look at the camera~
muahahhahaha
my mum like this guy huh? LOL
no la.. he play the "drum" XD
thats is the main reason~ don misunderstand ya~ LOL
my mum look at my dad~
u know why?
cause the scary "lion" is just behind me~
the kind of "lion" i scare the most..
hahhahahahah.. other lion i don scare.. i only scare this.. LOL..
my mum warning me~ LOL
but.. ITS TOO LATE~
hahhahaha.. when i face to the back.. i scream and jump to my mummy there
hahahahaha.. so embrassing.. XD.. shhhh... don tell others.. LOL
this is the "lion" i wanna say~ hahahhahaha
scaryyyy right? when he perform.. he go do the "kiak kiak" sound at the mouth there
is even scary.. LOL.. next time if u see me scream at the parade..
don be shock~
LOL cause i really scare it very much~ i simply took a pic of it.. without looking at it~
my mum ask me go touch it~
NO... let me go..XDXD
just like kids nia~ hahahhahaha
the middle kid is so cute~ XD
hahahhaha.. fall in love with him? XD no.. i just see him so cute.. LOL
there's one guy attracted me..XD
wait... i purposely tou pai for my sweetie de.. LOL..
cham liao~i also tou pai ppl ki~
muahahahhahahahah... so scary~
luckily my hp not camera de.. if not... i keep on tou pai ar.. XDXD
sweetie~ u la.. XD
nah~ ur en tao kia~ LOL..
he's reading newspaper there.. LOL
he so cute de le.. LOL
the black shirt de.. SWEETIE..
LOL.. don gan dong ya~ LOL
the temple~
the firework that i manage to take~
i think my photographing skill IMPROVE ya.. LOL
when i look at the fireworks~
hahahahhaha.. keep on "WAH"
like kids .. hahahhahaha.. the kids there also keep on "WAH"
hahahhahahah... they put so many firework.. can fight with the national day de ar..
LOL

then~ the today.. daddy say~ wake up lo~ 9 o'clock liao
since the time haven reach 8 yet.. == he always add one more hour on the clock de
ahhahahahahha.. Lame XD
cause wanna go see my singapore aunty where come back to kch~
and going back today also... so we bring they go eat.. took a few of pictures only.. =)
my mum don know how to help me take pretty.. LOL
so.. i took for them de is pretty de.. =P
my aunty~ its been ages din took one picture with her..
she love me very much de.. =)
love her too.. XD
my lovely mummy~ =) hehe.. isnt her cute.. LOL

my dad and my uncle~
means my dad's brother.. isnt he tall?
but so sad.. he keep on do surgery~ hmmm
god blees him =)
the picture i took for them~ DOREMI..
hahahahaha.. he still the tallest.. LOL

i need a hug~


i just need a hug...
that simple..
i don know why i need a hug so much
can someone hug me now?
i just wan to have a hug~
but no one can give that...
what i want is a real hug~
i need a real hug...
sweetie... i wan a hug~
im fine... i'm really fine~

saw this picture at my sweetie tumblr...
"it doesnt matter how many times u said you love the person..
what matters most is.. how many time that person felt it..."
i wonder.. how many time he felt it when i said i love him for so many time...
only once?
or he never felt it...
if he does felt it..
he wont treat me like this
isnt it..
why am i thinking all this?? its over.. ya.. its over
but human keep on reminding me of him...
i dont blame them~
they did it not purposely..
i know that...
*remember two things in your life
dont make HUSH decision when u angry
don make promises when u happy..
cause this may cause
suffer in my life
till the end of my life
those promises u said to me~
is still with me till now...
but i think u forget already
cause..you got ur new bao bei~
rite?
the lock top hills~
ppl write there name on the lock
and throw the key away
its so sweet~
love this one so much...
how i wish to do this with u~
hush~ i must be dreaming again..
stop dreaming dear...
wake up.... =)

ps: im fine.. im really fine..
don worry bout me..
i just need a hug
sweetie..
love~

o-M- GEE

my handsome da lang~
OMG... he is really so cool and handsome..
here's some photo's for you~





when he say goodbye~
goodbye my love..
wo de ai ren zai zien... XDXD



he's leaving~ owww... so sad.... sob sob..
T.T



I Know after u saw this!!! u are going to say!!
he is so handsome!!!
hahahahhaa..
this photo taken by my sister...
hahahahha when he leaving spring at the rubbish bin there...
LOL

i was so afraid will meet tiok "him"
luckily.. too many ppl..
i din manage to look at anyone~
LOL
but i saw my long lost friend
ewrm
shud i say friend??
hahahhaha...
he chase me before~ but i rejected him..
so we din contact after that..
he saw me.. LOL..
but i acted din saw him..
he keep on looking at me.. hahahhaha
are u thinking? izit jenny chew??
she is so different~ hahahahhahahaha
well...
i wish one day someone will say that..
cause i wan HIM to regret of letting me go~
i tell u..
U WILL REGRET~

=)


school teacher's day

today was a teacher's day..
but i don know what makes me so down..
i don know why i suddenly feel unsecure~
i suddenly feel that...
im alone...
haiz..
i also don know why i got this feeling..
i don wan to~
i acted im happy today
but im not~
don ask me why..
i don know
i really don know~
im sorry..
i suddenly miss him alot..
i don know why..
i don wan to miss him~
im tired..
im hurted...
its really enough already...
could u please just get lost in my life??
i hate to see you in my life and appear in my heart..
cant you just get lost??
i hate u!!!!
you get me??
i really cant believe that u really fall in love
with another girl in just
2 months before u said u love me...
and now??
may i know what am i to u??
A TOY???
A DOLL??

but this few day..
there this guy..
suddenly treat me so good..
but..
he was her ex again...
why do i always meet her ex?? i don wan..
haiz...
but that guy say he like me~
is he joking??
or just wanna play me?
or even just wanna fill his empty heart??

i repeat here..
im not a toy for u guys ok??
stop hurting me..
could you??

ps: sweetie... im sorry i've let you down.. is shouldnt care bout him anymore...
but
i cant stop myself for looking at his profile~
T.T
im sorry....

bUssssyyy day~

today was a busy day~
busy sportcheck the student in the whole school~
we sportcheck the whole day eh~
its so tiring~
especially to the student that is so impolited
and rude~
urrgghhh~

why the students nowadays become like that?
haiz...
sometimes i was thinking
am i too rude?
XD i scolded the student today.. LOL
who ask them.. LOL
don understand what i mean~
ask them to stand at the other side...
they come near~
aiyor~
who wont get angry ar?
ppl enough stress already.. do again.. arrrghhh
stressss....

thanks sweetheart~

thanks sweetheart~
thanks dear~
thanks darling~
thanks sweetie~
with all of you guys de advise...
i finally can let him go~
i finally can stop crying for him~
i finally manage to scold him back~
I FINALLY TO LET GO THIS LOVE~


this is what he deserve~
one day.. he will sure regret of stop loving me~
cause i'm a great girl~
LOL
so as u, sweetheart, darling, sweetie~
and dear..
=)
love you always...

don worry~
i wont cry for him anymore..
not anymore~

stop that~could u?


stop telling me how happy are u~

now~
u got ur happiness~
what i can do
is only wish you
happy always~
i don want anything from u anymore~
i dont wan to wish anything from you anymore~
cause~
i've hurt enough~
stop finding me could u?
enough its enough~
dont u know its hurting me deeply?
stop telling me how much you love her...
the day u say u love me
was only two months ago~
but in this two months
u can love other girl already
what do u think i feel??
happy??
its sucks ok??
stop hurting me~
i wanna forget u...
stop finding me...
please..
i beg you~
if u don love me...
then stop finding me..
T.T
i have hurt enough...

should i hang on?

shall i hang on?? or shall i let you go?
i love this quote~
could you tell me??
should i let go of u?
or hang on???
anyone can answer me?
its just so hard for me to answer myself~
i want you to say it to me~
you always make me confuse~









love is the answer??
at least for most of my question in my heart
is not answered by love at all...
could you answer it?






i wish i could live in a fairytale~
where i can be with him forever~ T.T
where as in fairytale~
no sad no tears
and it all ends with a happy ending~
how i wish i could be with you till the end~









"i thought watching u leave was hard~
but know you werent coming back was harder"
i tot i can forget you
but i dissapointed all of my friend
im still obssessed with you???
why??
what make me love you so much??
could you tell me??








stop wishing for him~
i cant stop myself loving him~
i wanna stop it~
but i cant~
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????


truly from my heart~
Iloveyou~
=)


its this true??


i really don know should i trust that girl??
she says that he wanna go out with me alone....
and wanna hold my hand.. ><
i'm so shock he say he like de girl is from st.mary. name start from j...
everyone were like.
OBVIOUSLY its UUUUU....
OMG.. i really don know la..
if he really like me..
why he don wan tell me?
you know i like u isnt it????
I LOVE YOU....