time has passes....

last few days i was so afraid that bad things might happen again..
haiz.. family problems...
yesterday i went out with my sister...
i finally tell her my story...
she was so angry with him also..
but she say.. she know that feeling..
she ever experienced it..
then tomorrow i'm going to seminar..
i scare....
i scare that he is going.. PLS...
he don go can ma.. i really don wan to meet him..
i really don wan..
i afraid that i cannot control myself..
i afraid that i will sad..
I DON WANT
i don wan him to see me like this!!!!
i want him to know that i CAN live without him...