14/7/2010

14-7-2010
5 months ago of this date...
it was our first time went out together to spring..
i wonder.. do u stil remember that?
=) memories...today also went out with you..
for the second time~
today we went for lunch only..
and being fetched by you
honestly..
i was really happy =)
but....
after reading those message you
saved in ur saved item..
my heart is broken..
he wrote lotsa msg that wanna send to her de..
all of those msg is just like the letter
that i wish to give him de..
when i read those msg..
i really almost cry~

but i hold it...
cause i do not want him to know
that i still love him...
ya.. i admit..
i still love him..
but.. i know he don't...
he love de person is her..
and its always her...
i really dont know why im so obsessed with him..
he dint like me..
why do i still like him?
evendo he is the one who hurt me the most..
and..
i still FORGIVE him...
aiks....
i still love him.. i hate to say that...
i'm not a princess...
this aint a fairytale...
its too late for you and your white horse to come around....
this songs is just so right for me..
aiks..