get hurt enough....

i only wanna have a guy that truly love me...
and not like you at all...
this picture show my feeling =)
yes.. i wan a guy that is truly love me...
and i know i need time for that...

get hurt enough....
i really get hurt enough..
today is your birthday..
i wonder do you still remember the things that i gave to u last year?
i wonder where did u put those presents now... =(
i don think i wanna know the answer...
cause i know its hurt...
i only wanna wish you happy birthday...
this time... i got nothing to say anymore...
dont you realize this time my wishing is totally different from the past
just a real simple wishes for you..
cause i wanna let you know...
that im not deeply in love with you anymore..
ya.... im not...
im so glad i dint...
you wanna know what the reason?
this is because...
im tired enough of getting hurt by u again and again...
i wanna you to know that...
you treat me good doesnt "bu chang" back what you have did to me before...
so stop treating me good kay..
it will only hurt me more...
here.. i wish you and her will be happy always =)
cause... I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU ANYMORE.....

p.s: guess sweetie will be happy with this... haha...
i think that crush make me letting me go..
and giving me hope and telling me that
in this world...there is still me =)
i love that feeling very much...